Christian You = NaCl + Photon

he got that right for sure

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 23:30:18 -0400

he got that right for sure

The day we put a new fence around the backyard because PJ...

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 21:58:58 -0400

The day we put a new fence around the backyard because PJ destroyed the previous one to catch a squirrel.

He looks so innocent, yet all wild animals around my backyard fears him :P

Battle must go on.

Fri, 06 Apr 2012 23:29:31 -0400

The war is over.

Jesus already claimed victory over Satan from the beginning.
The descendant of woman crushed the head of the serpent already.
The veil that prevented us to reach Him has been divided.
The Lamb of God has been sacrificed for our sin once and for all.

Yet, my heart is still at war.

I still struggle with idols i set before God.
I try to keep suppress my anger without any justice.
I stumble again by temptations laid under my feet.
I see myself attracted toward things He grieves over.

It’s funny how people tell me that I don’t need to fight anymore
because the Bible says that the war is over.

Yes, I do know that He already won the war,
when He received all the curses that we deserve on the tree.
I also know that I am still struggling to keep my head toward Him.
All I do is nothing but making Him sad and be agonized over.

He pours so much love and blessing upon my cup,
but my cup is not cleansed completely.
It’s not because His blood is not perfect solution,
but because I won’t let Him cleanse it fully.

Despite all these tragedy, the battle must go on.
The battle within myself against remnants.
For the wonderful counselor is by my side,
I will be victorious within the presence of Yahweh.

So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand.For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being,but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members.Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death?Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin.

Romans 7:21-25 ESV

"Christianity is not a series of truths in the plural, but rather truth spelled with a capital..."

Tue, 17 Jan 2012 00:45:20 -0500

“Christianity is not a series of truths in the plural, but rather truth spelled with a capital “T.” Truth about total reality, not just about religious things.”

- Francis Schaeffer

Wishlist of 2012

Tue, 03 Jan 2012 02:51:30 -0500

I can’t sleep and I haven’t made any resolution for this year. But then, I don’t want to make any resolution for this year. So here it is - my wishlist on myself this year 2012!

Graduate from UMBC
Man…I’m too old to be in college. I gotta get out of here!
Learn how to do some simple DJing with laptop
Maybe, just maybe, future praise leader might need to know how to mix praise songs. :P Even if not, it will be pretty cool skills to have….
Get healthier lifestyle
Well….I’m trying to loose my tire around the waist, but I don’t want to lose them for appearance - it is by-product of healthier lifestyle which I am after. Hello yoga mat! Hello celery!
Read more books
I’m trying to read the Bible at least twice this year. Also, I’d like to see myself buying more Christian books becuz I’m done with every book I own!

And material wishlist for myself!

DSLR
Whether Nikon or Canon or Sony, I’m looking for a nice DSLR that allows video recording. However, they are pretty darn expensive -____-;;
Audio recording studio set
interface for getting xlr and 4 inch cable into usb, speakers, keyboard, condenser microphone, and also DJ turntable would be nice. Yet, too expensive!!!
Coffee stuffs
coffee bean roaster, hand grinder, manual espresso machine, and hand drip kits…..they are pretty costly, but much easier to obtain compare to others
Electric Guitar
Well, I do have a hard case for Les Paul type, even though I want semi-hollow one….

Well….I gotta look for jobs now…..

Interpretation of Trinity and holy attributes of God - part 1

Fri, 09 Dec 2011 19:43:15 -0500

While there are many wrong and dangerous interpretation of concept of Triune God, I do not wish to add more danger into people’s head. This is strictly my speculation and also willing to stick with literal description of Trinity according to the Westminster Confession of Faith (1646).

Please read before proceeding to the main article: Divergent Aptitude “Concepts of higher dimensions – Part 2 : Higher dimensional objects in a world”

Above article’s subject is still bounded within the concept of dimension. We must remember that our God “created the heavens and the earth.” (Genesis 1:1 ESV). If He did create everything, shouldn’t dimension be also one of His creation? Suppose He did create every n dimension that n being all numbers - real or imaginary - He should not be bounded by the concept of dimension, because He is the one who created it from the place(?) where dimension did not exist before.

It is important to realize that God created the dimension, and, ergo He is above every levels of dimension. According to above article, the subject above observer’s dimension can be appeared as if he is appearing and disappearing at different times.

How do we know that there exist above dimension? Ask astrophysicists, they will answer that higher dimension is required to explain the beginning of our universe - String Theory. Also, we should recognize that time is also serving as one axis. Then, shouldn’t there a dimension that uses time and our 3D axis as its axis?

to be continued

Advent Sunday #1 - What would happen to Mary if she lived in 2011?

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 22:50:00 -0500

Virgin Mary….she’ll be lucky if she is not branded with big fat scarlet A on her chest.

iphone, smart phone, my (strucked down but not destroyed) phone.

Sat, 26 Nov 2011 22:56:04 -0500

Until last year, I shared similar view on the smart phones that how it is really NOT necessary. However, I have realized that I am one of few “very” conservative people who are not following the trends of getting into SMART phones - not that I choose not to, but I just don’t have money to change it without 2-year contract deal.

I have thought, ‘Is having a smart phone or iphone really necessary?’ It’s not like it will give me better reception of the signal at my house, where some sort of weird AT shield blocking of those evil radiowaves (Maybe I need to call up Nerv to send up one of Evas.). It’s merit is to have something that can be so many things that will just make my life more convenient, or just more entertaining.

Just looking at my cell phone makes me sad. It looks worse than my duct-taped car, and it IS so much worse than any device I own - it’s about to lose other half of himself. I know that I should change my phone for more convenient calling, but….whatever, I’ll change it to OLDER, regular, original, flip-to-open phone when I get sick of being lazy.

As long as it will call and text people whenever I want it to. That’s all I’m asking.

Turkey meet GoChuJang (AND GanJang?) ….very Korean...

Sat, 26 Nov 2011 22:06:00 -0500

Turkey meet GoChuJang (AND GanJang?) ….very Korean flavored thanksgiving meal - November 20, 2011 @ New Life Baptist Church

“Judge not, that you be not judged. For with the judgment you pronounce you will be judged,...

Tue, 22 Nov 2011 00:29:00 -0500

“Judge not, that you be not judged. For with the judgment you pronounce you will be judged, and with the measure you use it will be measured to you. Why do you see the speck that is in your brother’s eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when there is the log in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother’s eye.”
- Matt 7:1-5 ESV -

And He called the people to Him and said to them, ” Hear and understand: it is not what goes into the mouth that defiles a person, but what comes out of the mouth; this defiles a person.”
- Matt 15:10-11 ESV -

Then Peter came up and said to Him, “LORD, how often will my brother sin against me, and I forgive Him? As many as seven times?” Jesus said to him, “I do not say to you seven times, but seventy times seven.”
- Matt 18:21-22 ESV -

“So whatever you wish that others would do to you, do also to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets.”
- Matt 7:12 ESV -

Pride that I am so much better than others.
Pride that I am eligible to rebuke others’ wrongdoings.
Pride that I can be better than what I am.

Forgiving stranger is hard.
Forgiving ones I love is harder.
However, forgiving myself is hardest.

I should not be a teacher.
I’m gonna kill someone.
If I attempt to teach anyone, that is.

22 The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases; his mercies...

Thu, 10 Nov 2011 17:36:00 -0500

²² The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases;
    his mercies never come to an end;
²³ they are new every morning;
    great is your faithfulness.
²⁴ “The LORD is my portion,” says my soul,
    “therefore I will hope in him.”

Lamentations 3:22-24

Hope. Without it, there’s no reason for me to live.
Hope to be in peace. Hope to be in the Light.

In the dark, my sin afflicts pain within the deep of my heart
And I cry every night in agony of this unbreakable chain.

But no darkness can withstands the presence of the Light
He freed me as He took my sin with Him to the Cross
Hanged by the three rusty nails and countless scarlet letters
Now I no longer in despair but in peace like a river

Love, That’s the word I never had nor even understood
I thought I was loved but never satisfied.

Confused in the labyrinth of lust I was running blindly
Damaged and damaging her with fake love from the darkness

For the head of the serpent already crushed by His heel
I no longer dwell in the bitter wine but walk in the path of the Light

No darkness can withstands the presence of the Light
He freed me as He took my sin with Him to the Cross
Hanged by the three rusty nails and countless scarlet letters
Now I no longer in despair but in peace like a river